Friday, May 14, 2010

Ages

its  not cool being with somebody that is 6 years older then u when ur still young. People get hurt an people get in trouble. you might say to me oh u dont know what ur talking bout u have never been threw it. well, let me tell  u my story i meet this person during the summer time im not goin to tell u he's not cuz that not important. we talk for less then a week an got together at the time he was 20 an i was 14 then he had his bitrthday so he turned 21. i didnt think anything was goin to happened an i could really care less he was cute an i liked him an he looked good on my arm we got called oreo's cuzin im mixed an he's white. well we date a good month an thinks started to get seriuos but i had to put limits on thing so we wouldn't get in trouble cuz my aunt would had killed me if she ever found out how old he was. well, the people he was stay with knew me an they ask him if i was young but he told them i was 18 i got mad at him for lying but whatever. we had been goin out for a month an a half an i knew there was feeing for him . as months went on my aunt didnt know at one thing bout him an my brother knew how old he was an everything but then we start to get careless like beening seen everywhere when school started back up for me he rode a bike in to town every single day of my school days he lived on the out skirts of seymour i lived in town. so all my friend knew who he was. he told me he loved me an its hard for me to love somebdoy an mean it. i said but i didnt mean it we started fight alot cuz i have a lot of guy friends an well, he broke up with me cuz people was tellin him that i was seeing other peole which it wasnt true. i didnt want to let him go just yet. well, i got so so done with him i told him my password on my yahoo cuz i didnt have anything to hind so he can get some pics of us off there well he delete every single thing off my yahoo an i was done when i told him it was over i was meaning it. well when i did that he was crying the whole nine yards an thingd like that but i didnt give on that cuz i didnt want to see him go to jail. after two days later i said ok one day i got off the bus an he was waiting there for me an i saw the same person i feel in love with an this is four months later when i really fell in love with him. well, one day me an his world came to a end. the person he was living with calls my house an i thought it was my boyfriend an i was on yahoo tellin him to stop calling me an he said im not callin u so i knew who it was an i had put the  fone on mute but she the person left a message saying " i need to talk to georgia cuz of so an so " well my aunt come out the room an asked me what was that bout an i said i dont know but she took the fone from me well she called again all story short my aunt found out how old he was an who he was. well, the next day i ran so fast when i see him an he did the same thing an i jump on him crying an he was crying to i told him i dont know if the cops were coming to get him or anything like that the weekend come up an my aunt went to the cops an i cried the whole time. i didnt go to school monday an i had to cops again an i called him that night an i told him that the cops was coming to talk to him tuesday well, i seen him that tuesday morning before school an i thought he was crazy cuz i told him to leave town an he said i have to see u an i knew that was the last time i was goin to see him but i couldn't tell him that tho. so he walked me all the way to brown school an to the bus so i can go to the high school an he kissed me an he started walking way an i said hey u still got that ring on an he said yea an he asked the same thing an then he said i love u my georgia grace morier. the next day i didnt see him an i cried cuz i ask the person son that he lived with where was he an he said he was in jail an all i could do was run down the stairs an the high school an drop an cry cuz i didnt believe it an it was in the paper so the whole school when that was my boyfriend. life is still hard but i had to go on an he made me promise him if he ever went to jail  he said to  not tell me not go on with my life an he said we can meet back in life sometime im almost out of high my freshman year. i am not ashmed of what happened with me an him cuz that makes me who i am today it thought me that im very strong. but it hurt knowing that he's in jail cuz he was wih me so im tell u guys out there if u guys really love each other u will wait to date the other person. i told u my story an that al i can do an i hope u listen. i try my hardest an when people tell other people what hapen at the beginning of the school year they dont believe it cuz i try my hardest to hold my head up an pray an believe in jesus christ. i hope u learned something